Journey Back to Recovery
PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE ON THE JOURNEY TO RECOVERING.
Its scary when time flies, 7months since my surgery and here I am with 2months left before I am "all cleared". One of the hardest things I have experience through this journey is the fact that I am merely just going back to where I once was. There are days where you feel humbled because this is your 3rd time going to the same goal you made 3 years ago, and there are days where you really feel like giving up, whether its worth the risk to end up going back onto the cycle of going backwards and forwards that you don't think you're actually progressing. Worse when you end up being that person who can only ever say "I once did that", knowing I am quite proud and arrogant its difficult to say how much I wish life was a linear progression, that you dont go back down at any stages. I have learnt that being back down from where I was, I can truly appreciate that I was doing a good job, that I did work hard, that I really did go further than I ever thought at the time. Whether you are 20 or 50, it is never too late to start again, there is always things to accomplish, what was you before happened and be proud and learn from the achievements and failures. But dont be caught in a loop that you have to be where you used to be because there are so many other opportunities out there to fulfill. Though I am weak, I won't fall, though I failed, I won't hesitate to try again. Failing does not make you a failure, but giving up does... don't go down that road because I promise you based from my journey, is that there are things to look forward for.
On that note: Never stop dreaming, Never stop Planning, Never stop Trying. You are capable of living as your own success as we all can.