The Eight of Cups for this Friday. -
This one stumped me for a few minutes. But I drew this card upside down. That changed its meaning. (Damn cards! We’re getting into some deep shit!) -
Key words: Hopelessness, aimless, and drifting
Now it makes sense. While at the gym this morning, I was trying to come up with ideas on how to save money. Because my upcoming summer, my funds are the lowest they’ve ever been. Living in Northern Virginia has certainly taken its toll. My rent alone is ridiculous.
But the cards feel my confusion and my inability to come up with the best option. But there is a way and I’ll find it. -
Not only that, it talks about failed relationships and the need to walk away, even without closure. Recently, I had to do that. We weren’t necessarily in a relationship, but came close. That person was toxic and only used me before throwing me away. But I walked away. It still hurts. And having no closure sucks. But in the long run, it’s good. I may be less trusting now because of it, but let’s be honest here. How trusting was I to start with? -
Card by #MaggieStiefvater - #amwriting#writersofinstagram#tarotcards#eightofcups#reading#fridaymood#writerslife
Today I drew The Lovers card (and I don’t mean I literally drew the card. Maggie Stiefvater did that with her amazing talent!). My first thought was, “I’m single...soo...awkward...” But then I read the background behind the card. Representing a duality on yourself by accepting the harmony between your inner and outer self. It’s something I’ve always struggled with because I hide my true thoughts sometimes; my darker thoughts. But lately, I’ve become more honest and open with my inner demons and depression. And slowly, I’m beginning to accept myself. My whole self. And that is something that is extremely difficult to do. So all in all, probably a good card for today.
Cards by #MaggieStiefvater #tarotcards#amwriting#writerslife#thelovers#writersofinstagram#mentalhealthawareness
Trying something new here.
This morning, I asked what my day would be like. I drew this Ten of Wands card. Keywords are: Burden, Responsibility, and Completion. It could not have been more accurate. I have a lot of projects I’m working on and debating on beginning a few more. This might be urging me to seek help with my responsibilities. I have been playing around with the idea all morning. Maybe in the next few months, we’ll see this idea come into fruition. ||
I even finished a small project for work, and now I’m waiting to begin the next piece. This card is touching all aspects of my life. I’m weary of what all this work will do to me, but trying to stay positive and remember it could all be worth it in the end.
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