Taurus: They have high expectations for themselves and if you betray them, they will dismiss you without giving you a chance. Maybe not the whole truth, pretty open minded. But I know where I stand with my friends. And they know where I stand with them.
You can go through life and make new friends every year, every month practically, but there was never any substitute for those friendships of childhood that survive into adult years. Those are the ones which we are bound to one another with hoops of steel.
Almost a new year, just need to stay up little longer and then I'm there. Probably tired as fck and looking like hell. Because I am. Why didn't I learn to treat everything more like it was the last time? My greatest regret this year was how much I believed in the future. I did not expect this kind of outcome at the beginning of the year. SO If they ask about me, tell them "She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I her, and we broke eachother, just happen to get caught in a bad spiral" A fairy tale amongst many others. Really going to try drop this, atleast for some time now. Im already to deep down in a shit hole, I can't see any light. But then I just fucking going to burn my way out of there. No one will stop me. So let's go for with my thoughts, and what I want to achive. Our paths will cross another time. Need to stop talking now, have the feeling I would rage. Not on someone specific. But on all the absence and all the narrow? minded who seem to dominate the country I live in. Try to see from another perspective than your own, and maybe you learn to understand. Because there are so fucking few people who can. And anger? Self-controll its called. I don't going to let go if the thought that you are in charge of your own mind. Learn to master anger and I promise life is going to be easier. Hardest part is to love yourself. But that is so much more complicated. That's my opinion. And everyone who ever will read this that's got a brain know what I'm talking about. Now maybe few people going to judge me, but I'm aware how deep down in already am. And that was a choice. Something called desire or will. Much more powerful than people think. Much more.. SO TO EVERYTHING I'VE EVER LOST FOR NOW. THANK YOU FOR SETTING ME FREE.. If u cant read this, I'm been awake way to long, day three but I know I will manage this day to. But could have been so much better.. Welcome to fucking life.. ❤🙊 #throwback#tbt#me selfie #adidas#instagood#instadaily#instalike#instamood#black#fashion#photooftheday#picoftheday#style#lifestyle#inspiration#life#night#tattoo#tatoos#ink#inked#swag#love#life#quotes#quote#smile#lifequotes#quotestagram
This post is almost useless. Just bored in my mind for a second. So good time to shittalk. Words almost never mean what we want them to mean anyways.. wounder where all this come from, what did happen to get that random thought.