i lost 150 pounds. the journey was rough dealing with eating disorders, body dysmorphia, and depression, but i did it. There were times i would lose weight from starving myself. I would sometimes go days without having food. Don’t lose weight like me. There were times i wouldn’t eat all day if i knew i was about to film a video or take photos. There were days i wouldn’t look in mirrors because i felt ugly. Yes i got to my goal weight, but at what cost? My health? My mental stability? I’m happy i was able to recognize what i was doing to myself last year. I started to find peace with myself. I don’t do this anymore. i eat 3 meals a day and exercise. However body dysmorphia & depression are challenges i STILL struggle with, but i know i will get through it. I am stronger than many people think. I’m stronger than i think. Thank you guys for being by my side. #Repost
april showers bring may flowers it also brings this amazing partnership with @wetnwildbeauty. They sent me their new #flightsoffancy box and I am in love.
Flights of Fancy collection is inspired by the Allen’s & Costa hummingbirds! In honor of the Allen’s hummingbird – a habitat challenged species – wet n wild is proud to
donate $10,000 to the Los Angeles Audubon Society to benefit habitat restoration for this at-risk species, a native to the coastal California region. @audubonsociety#ad#wetnwildbeauty